lets think about it...
life is a award for us..
imagine our life is like a white canvas..
aite?
now..i should think how to paint my own future life...
as human being a.k.a hamba allah..
im afraid with my own shadows..
full with bads and sins..
something i dont think that i able to called as muslim..
why??
am i enjoyed with this lifestyle?
to be honest..im not
goshh...
spnjang hidup selama 19tahun kt dunie nie..
i ta penah ase sronok..
sbb t'lalu m'mikirkan hal akhir zaman...?
pun ta jgk
bukan na tunjuk alim ke ape..
but its true..
lately ni..i slalu sgt t'bce bnde b'kaitan k'hidupn d'akhir zaman...
lg skali..i bulih ckp..
i takut sgt...
jahil gile i ni kt sisi ALLAH
seriously...
something i nages..
sbb i ta bulih bygkan ape akn jd nnt...
bnde yg jadi kt surrounding i bwat i bukak mate ni...
yes...
best example is..p'mergian arwah aishah...
from that story i da realized that AJAL&MAUT tuh bulih dtg bebile mse je
anytime and anywhere
p'gajaran yg sgt dalam utk i...
p/s:ttbe ase mood alim arini...haha!